(I recently found a notebook in a box of interesting "junk" that I picked up at a local auction for $1. I decided that I would use this notebook to write down my thoughts about being grateful. I decided to call this little notebook my "gratitude notebook". I assumed that the notebook was empty, yet when I opened it up and thumbed through the first few blank pages, I came across this handwritten note......)
"The good news is....this is not permanent. And I am not trapped. I have made this spot, which is pretty good, and I can think my way to another spot without too much trouble or effort. I used to think it would be hard, but now, I now know."
I re-read this note several times and smiled. The more I read it, the more I fell in love with the sentiment. It is certainly a very Shin Buddhist approach to life. It is spoken from the heart. It could be coming directly from the heart of a Nembutsu follower.
It certainly is good news that I am not trapped in this life of suffering. Entrusting in Amida has created clarity in my life. I am, who I am because of my thoughts and actions. I have a pretty good life right now. When I experience suffering, I can take a look at my thoughts and feelings and maybe make a change for the better. I used to think life was really hard, but now, I now know...Namu Amida Butsu!
Thank you,
Jishin
(journal notes 2-22-13)
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