Gone gone gone...

I have been gone for awhile.

Fell down on my promise to myself to write every day.

I failed to inspire even myself.

I have many excuses to lean on.

Depression set in...

Pain set in...

Sorrow set in...

Life carried on as it normally does....

I just didn't carry on writing..

Now here I am again

trying to find my voice

my words

my inspiration

here I am Amida...

back again

face towards the light

smiling again

grateful for your grasp

grateful that

even in the dark

I know you are shining...

Namu Amida Butsu




thank you,
Jishin